How can she explain the tears with anything other than more tears and broken voice trying to say 'so long, good bye'... Why would such a phrase has the word 'good' in it?????
Hoping he will understand that her good bye means "don't leave"... That Her tears are actually asking him to stay...
With him being around her, she felt the earth was moving again,and the time, somehow had stood still. With him being around, she felt young, a kid, and she was acting like one.
With him being around, she was able to be a spoiled her. She was able to sing and dance, to joke, to stay late, to go out, and to hold his arm, knowing he will guide her...
She knew if he went back, the memories that his eyes had brought back with him, will be just that... "Memories"... And the scent of the past that he had carried will disappear like that of a scented candle...
She is dreading his leaving day.
She is dreading her tears that will come, and the emptiness he will leave behind...
How can she selfishly ask him to stay? But she wants him to stay!!!
"Do not go" she whispered. "Just do not leave..." She heard herself saying..."just stay here, don't go back"...
